Methods.

Things I did to try to forget you:

1. Delete your number from my cell phone even though every time I receive a text or call from some unknown number, I secretly wonder/hope it's you.
2. Tore apart the section of "us" that I made in the only photo album I've ever spent time making leaving only the piece of paper (with your phone number on it) that you gave me the first time we had a conversation after I walked you home and told me I should call you...for some reason I don't have the heart to tear that into pieces yet.
3. Turn on my automatic "Fast Forward" switch every time i catch myself thinking of you on a normal day when I see something that reminds me of you.
4. Make my self believe I have 10 girls at a time who have the desire for me more then u ever did and treat them the opposite of the way I use to treat u
   

Things I haven't done to try to forget you:

1. Throw away one journal I found in random storage boxes that has entry from September-December of 2004 where, to my surprise and not, every single entry that I had during those months was about my days with you. E v e r y s i n g l e e n t r y
2. Throw away the hand written letters you use to write to me in high school
3. Change my pass words
   
4. Stop storing your number into my phone every time you text me your new phone number
5. End my commitment to you by stop calling you every year on November 24th and Mother's Day

Stop being the only person to text me between 2am and 5am. You're giving me reasons to write these things.