When i...
I didn't know being someone's friend would be this complicated.
i miss holding hands and the "i love u" every night before i went to sleep
see a bunch of scooters parking next to Strada or in front of RSF, I look to see if yours were there.
When i...use my key to unlock or lock the door and see the Lao womyn on my keychain, I pause for a second and look at it before I put my key in the lock and put it back into my pockets.
When i...drive past Francisco, I look down the street to see if I'd see you.
When i...
When i...come online to check my fb, myspace, sign on to AIM and gchat, I look for something that'll remind me of you. And I get sad. So I try not to do that.
randomly or purposefully play Tamia on youtube, I get an image of you holding your Ukulele because you said you're going to learn it and play it for me every time that you miss me.
When i...When i...
go to the temple or look up at the clock at 11:11pm, I have to remind myself that I can no longer make any wish that has anything to do with u.
feel like drinking now...it's always hard to find someone who is down to drink because the only person that has always been down was you.
When i...see you, my hands get this urge to wrap it around you and touch you, but I quickly snap out of it and hold on to something else to keep it busy fb so it wouldn't know what it's missing.
When i...walk outside at night and look up in the sky, I see the same moon that was Shining over us the night I told my self to put up enough brick walls between you and my heart until we were more than arm lengths away.
I didn't know being someone's friend would be this complicated.
i miss holding hands and the "i love u" every night before i went to sleep
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